Midlife crush

I saw you the second time today,
Rather you saw me,
you called me, and my heart was filled with joy.
I almost ran away from you,
I know you are just being a friend.
I wonder how my logical mind have a crush,
at this age ... I am surprised,
and happy that I really am living.
I know not your ties, I don't care...
I just want to drink the few moments ...
I talked with you.

Leave me please

Leave me please...
We are not together anymore.
No longer I hear your voice on my phone,
the memory lingers on though.
I often look at my phone,
half expecting that it would ring again.
Your aura still surrounds me,
it does not let me sleep.
I bleed, I cry from within, no one sees me do so.
Leave me please,
I want to live again,
without you.

Life-Part Two

I still walk the life ... yes, all alone.
I don't long for the things I dreamt, and missed. Not anymore.
I will go forward, ever onwards.
I don't know my destination,
yet my passion drives me on.
I have turned on the cruise control,
not because I am afraid to drive,
but I no longer feel the urge to step on the gas.
Every cloud has a silver lining,
and my journey will touch the horizon again.
When two roads will become one ... again.